Since the internship started, I'm in happy days. Busy life makes me feel that I'm someone worth and totally alive, it makes me be proud of being myself. When it started, I arrived home dead tired. Now I'm used to this, and take the free time to read books, to take a walk along the river or to climb a mountain.. my life is better and rich in affluent circumstances.
I wake up 6 O'clock every morning, have breakfast watching TVE morning news (the only sad part of this routine is I'm not allowed to drink coffee because I got psoriasis, and it gets worse if I drink sth with caffeine) then take a train to the hotel. Comparing with the old days before the internship, despite of waking up earlier, I'm not as busy as those days. Cuz the only thing I do is working at the hotel! Beside it's not hard at all for me, as I wanted so hard to be a receptionist. All the thing I do at my work are the overflowing joy. Even the clients who act so rude, because it's also a part of my job.
And every moment, every minute and second, I wish I could work here as a regular job employee, not a trainee. But it doesn't mean I'm not satisfied because I'm only a trainee, it means this is ideal job for me. Having my age, I've had a plenty of and various kind of jobs which the others in my age couldn't afford to do. I always did my best, but not that happy as I am now. When I worked as a private school teacher, I loved what I do and tried to do all the thing I could, at the same time, I was stressful enough owing to the heavy work that I got to handle in, and by all the late night calls after coming home, from the parents who wondered if their kid was the best one in its class or not, if not, why.
Anyway, I don't even complaining about what I'm doing, there isn't any. Or better said, for the moment. Recently I watched the movie 'Three Idiots', and thought while I was watching, about what the movie wanted to say. If you do what you love to, the money follows. Is that true? This is almost the first time that I work without thinking of money. Only I need this, to feel alive, to feel that I'm needed by others, to justify my being in this society... and I love this job. How lucky I am. I'm doing what I love to!
