Todo va y viene siguiendo el camino que me da

Los remedios que me pueden animar 

(o salvar un poquito de este caos)

1. Dormir todo el día como un muerto 

2. Comer hasta que me sienta gordita o cerda

3. Hacer mucho ejercicio tomando el sol, poniéndome morena

4. Estudiar idiomas que me gustan sintíendome paz

5. Ver miles peliculars sin pensar las tonterías innecesarias

6. Escuchar las canciones de Rock' n Roll que siempre me animan

7. Cocinar o hacer tartas para Boris y Che

8. No hacer las cosas que realmente no quiero y que me siento obligada

9. Qué más?

Basícamente pienso demasiado, necesito desconectarme del mundo aunque sea unos días, luego me recuperaré, o por lo menos podré respirar un poquito más. No sé qué me está pasando pero no me apetece hacer nada. Además ya estoy cansada decir cosas que me molestan, expandíendolo a mis amigos, por lo que he sacado una conclusión que tengo que estar sola un momento. No sé si me funcionará o no, pero no hay otra manera de momento. Ni siquiera me apetece escribir este blog en inglés... apenas estoy despertada, aun parece que sí, sin embargo la respuesta es no. No por siendo negativa, todavía soy una persona que siempre piensa de manera más positiva, por lo que hago lo que estoy haciendo ahora, porque me confio en que me entendeis todo. 

Volveré cuando esté mejor. No tarda mucho tiempo, lo que necesito es solo unos días con mi mismo. Como he escrito para el título, todo va y viene siguiendo el camino que me da la vida. Solo estoy perdida un poco en mi vida y intento buscar el mejor camino para mi y para todos. A veces es mejor no tener nada, a pesar de todo lo que nos puede pasar, pero nadie es capaz de vivir sola. Yo tampoco. 

Bueno, amigos, nos vemos pronto. Quizás vuelvo mañana. Tal vez vuelvo despues de unas semanitas. Pero seguro volvere con la respuesta que me pueda salvar del caos de mi mente. Hasta entonces.

Too many love stories in this world

There are too many love stories in this world, but not for me. Actually I didn't care about it at all but today. 

I was watching "the Best Love", which is a typical korean drama about love story. I didn't use to watch this kind of dramas, however, my favourite actor 'Seung-won Cha (the guy on the pic above)' appears on this series so I watch it every Wednesday and Thursday. He's a real lucky charm for all kind of women (I say that, yeah), even for my mother, she is almost fall in love with him after watching this. 

And suddenly the thing was happened. I was reading a comic book and watching "the Best Love" at the same time, and there was a scene on TV which Cha kissed his girlfriend, and also the main character of the comic book I was reading started to feel love for his co-worker. Those were beautiful scenes, indeed (although I don't like even hate this kind of story line. I still do not understand what kind of caprice I had that moment). Nevertheless, suddenly it caused me a uncontrollable feeling that I couldn't help weeping out. All the painful memories of my past flooded back to me and I burst into tears. I'm still not able to explain what exactly it was, I just guess it was about what I lost, and about what I miss so much. 

It's been a long time since the last time I cried. It astonished me because I've ever thought I would do that again, especially when I'm watching an unextraordinary love story. I can't tell if this is good for me or not, because I've got lost so long in the depth of my mind. I hope and believe that it will change soon my mind in chaos, owing to all the effort given by my friends, by myself. I will be okay. I can make it. I can get through anything, I just need a little bit of time. 

Clases coreano en Bilbao / Korean classes in Bilbao

Clases coreano en Bilbao / Korean classes in Bilbao

Doy clases de coreano particulares.

Soy coreana, doy clases de coreano particulares en zona Bilbao.

Tengo experiencia de ser tutor en coreano e inglés, 

y fue profesora de inglés y traductora de inglés/castellano a coreano en Corea del Sur.

Las clases serán en su domicilio o via skype, sin desplazamientos. 

Horarios preferiblemente por la tarde.

Precios a consultar por e-mail.

Si está interesado aprender coreano, ya sea por motivos de estudio o por trabajo,

no dude ponerse en contactar conmigo.

e-mail : nonsnowstreet@gmail.com

También si necesita traductor español-coreano, 

(traducción de español a coreano, o de coreano a español)

siempre le aconsejo que contacte conmigo sin dudas.

I smile, so I am

Today I bought a ticket to London for October, it was like an instant decision. I hadn't thought enough so after finished all payment I realized that I had to renew my visa before September, and if I haven't got my resident card before then I won't able to realize that travel. Practically, at the airport they won't let me return back to Spain or even won't let me get on the flight to London as they did me in 2009.

So what can I do? It made me regret to have done all the process without any consideration, but just for an instant, no more than a minute. Then I realized other thing, which is, even though I was suffering all night thinking about where I could find a solution, there would be no single thing that could be change, 'cause until I got the situation there would be nothing that I could do, even I didn't know what will be happen then. So I finished throwing time away on it, instead, I put some Rock and Roll music on my iPod and decided to forget about it. Then I could be smiling all the way home. 

QUE SERÁ SERÁ. 

I didn't use to like this phrase but today. What I did is already done. Besides, I don't want to cancel the book, because they won't return my money. I was kind of person who always think about what I've done, but not today, not anymore. The only thing what I want to do is, to loosen my brain whatever happens, only when I'm able to control even the details, I will try to find a solution. What if I don't fine the solution? So what? With this small advanced step I can life more freely, without any useless concern. I'm evolving as a human, learning how to live the real life. Just slowly, but efficiently. This is the way to find happiness, at least, for me.

A story about tangled skein

There was a skein which got tangled.

I tried to unravel it, but it looked impossible.

I was trying for a month, but it seemed there was no way to make it.

Everybody told me it was just wasting time, it was not worth a snap,
but I tried more months alone.

When half year went by, I realized that it was a wasting of time, indeed.

So, I gave it up and threw it away.
And had to spend nights and nights thinking about the untangled skein.

However, it was too late to regret having done that. 

There was another skein which got tangled in the same way.

That time I knew if I tried to unravel it, I would be spending time again for nothing.

So I cut it into pieces, than got every piece joined one to another.

It was kind a trick, like something unnaturally forced,
and was like a lie which would be caught soon. 

However, I could make a sweater with it, and I thought everything had been solved.

 And when I put it on, there were thousands knots which I had done,

and they started pricking all my skin.

I tried to straighten them out before they got worse, it was not possible. 

And that time also, it was too late to regret having done all of that. 

Next time if I find another tangled skein, what do I have to do?

Whatever I will have done, it will just make me regret and let me down. 

What do I have to do?